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Hello my Zebras and Spoonies! Thanks for coming and hanging out with me today, I’m glad that you are here. I’m just going to be giving a bit of a status update today, let you guys know what’s been going on in my life the last week or so.

Things have been pretty crazy and busy. I went viral on tik tok and then on reddit. All my social media exploded with my twitch channel being the most intensely hit. There is a crazy, amazing crowd over there now. It has been awesome, but also a little overwhelming. I have only been streaming for a couple months and assumed that I would have a lot of time to learn how to do things before I had many followers. Well, that plan is out the window! lol. Been scrambling to learn everything that I feel I need to know to run a great stream and hoping to convert this viral event to sustained and active followers. But even if that doesn’t happen, I am so grateful for everyone that has been supporting my social media and sending me all the beautiful comments. It is so incredible that I don’t have words to describe it. Thank you. Thank you.

While that has been going on, I also received a message that I have been escalated to the next step in the interviewing process for a job that I put in for about a month ago and had assumed that they were not interested. So, I have been reconsidering where I am at and whether or not I do want to pursue this job in context of everything that has been happening in my life as of late.

We have been looking at apartments in New York with the hope of being able to move to this state since it has better job opportunities then Maine does. We just looked at an apartment that all of us rather like and will be applying for it. We are in the process of packing up our belongings in Maine. Dragon has been doing most of the leg work on that front as she has been the room mate staying in Maine while Monkey and I are traveling.

This has all been a lot to deal with at the same time. And I can’t just take a vacation from work. I still have to work my 36 hours a week at the hospital while I am trying to take care of all the other things. It has been very demanding on my spoons and I feel like there are never enough spoons to do all the things that life keeps throwing my way. I am running around feeling pretty tired all the time and wishing that there was just more time to rest and do nothing. I keep promising myself I will and then I keep doing another thing… Yeah. Sigh. It is hard when there is so much to get done. Which means that I am once again sitting here and looking at all the things and asking what stays and what goes? What’s the balance? The current answer is that I don’t know. It will take me some time to figure things out. Please, be patient with me while I try to find a new balance with all the influx of people onto all the various social media accounts that I have.

Well, that’s about it for my rambling today. Thanks for coming and spending some time with me. If you like what you read, click on that like button. It really does help! Until we talk again, you take care of yourselves!