I’m Taking It On Faith

Hello Dazzle! Thanks for coming and hanging out with me today, I’m glad that you are here. Today, I want to give you a bit of a life update as well as talk about some of the bigger things that have been going on. Let’s start with the fact that I am not ok and my solution is that I am going to take a leap of faith. It is terrifying, but I know that things are not sustainable as they are. Which means that now must become a time of change, whether I want it or not.

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110322 Update

Hello Dazzle! Thanks for coming and hanging out with me today, I’m glad that you are here. I know that I just gave an update, but there has been so much going on that I feel the need to post another one.

For those of you that don’t already know, I have become a virus and it has been a strange experience. It started with a Tik Tok which got around a million views. Then it was shared on Reddit and got around a million view over there too. Now it has been shared on YouTube and the views are climbing on that platform. This has lead to an enormous influx of people coming to visit all of my social media accounts.

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09092022 Update

Hello my Zebras and Spoonies! Thanks for coming and hanging out with me today, I’m glad that you are here. So, I am now in Albany, New York. It’s busy around here! And seriously, people need to drive better. I think something happens to people’s brains when they are driving that prevents them from recalling that they are controlling a machine capable of completely ending them. Give it respect. Please.

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Update 090322

Hello my Zebras and Spoonies! Thanks for coming and hanging out with me today, I’m glad that you are here. Sorry about not posting here at the end of the week. Things got a bit crazy for me. For those of you that don’t already know: I am a travel nurse and I will be starting my next contract 9/6/22. This means that there has been a lot of things for me to get done to be prepared and to ensure that I can be compliant with the contract. It also means that I have no idea what my schedule will be like starting next week. I will hopefully find out early in the week and can give you guys an idea what things will look like. What my schedule ends up being for that contract will determine what the schedule for everything else is in my life. Thus, I might not be able to maintain the same schedules on my various sites that I have been for the last year.

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Update 082222

Hello my Zebras and Spoonies! Thanks for coming and hanging out with me today, I’m glad that you are here. Today I’m just going to be talking about how things have been going in my life.

There is still a lot of sorting through of things to be done, but that project is currently on pause. I feel like we have made pretty good progress with what we have done so far. There has been a good amount of things leaving our apartment to go to other places. Taking a break from that for right now so we can focus on other things and so we can rest from it. Because it is one of those things that is just a real pain in the butt to do.

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Update 072922

Hello my Zebras and Spoonies! Thanks for coming and hanging out with me today, I’m glad that you are here. Today I’m just going to be talking about how things have been going in my life.

I have been struggling over the past couple of weeks. I mean, the struggle has been there for years, really. But there are easier and harder times. This has been a harder time. Life is presenting me with a great deal of uncertainty and I have gotten better at dealing with that, but it is still difficult for me. It is uncomfortable to find myself again in this limbo of asking myself what I should be doing next. Seems I have been asking that question a lot lately and haven’t really discovered a good answer yet.

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Update 070122

Hello my Zebras and Spoonies! Thanks for coming and hanging out with me today, I’m glad that you are here. Today I’m going to be giving an update on how things are going in my life.

Things have been stressful for me lately. There have been several emotionally heavy things that came all at once. There was the whole Roe vs Wade bull shit that has brought a whole host of emotions. This week was also my Gram’s birthday. I didn’t have the spoons to do a celebration of her birthday this year, but I was still thinking about her and missing her a lot. It is still hard for me to believe that she is gone. A part of my brain is still thinking that I can just drive over and have a fish dinner with her. Grief never really leaves you. It gets easier to handle, but it never goes away. I’ve reached the point in that I can talk about her without crying and that seems like healing.

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